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moved. [Dec. 20th, 2010|12:56 am]
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 if you don't already know,

http://freedomday.tumblr.com
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what. [Jun. 6th, 2010|03:19 am]
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http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/afp_world/view/1061321/1/.html

"We saw today the difference between a ship of peace activists, with whom we don't agree but respect their right to a different opinion from ours, and between a ship of hate organised by violent Turkish terror extremists," he said

what. dude they were your best allies in the region. what a douchey thing to say.
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IKEA [Jun. 4th, 2010|03:20 pm]
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i was browsing through the telegraph and came across a review of this BBC show that i was supposed to be looking up on.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/comment/columnists/borisjohnson/7016001/Wallanders-appeal-is-no-mystery.html

"I was completely indifferent to Wallander's problems with women, or his difficult relationship with his father. What I wanted to know – and what I have been brooding on ever since – is why is the British public so obsessed with Nordic crime yarns? Why has the BBC spent millions of pounds of hard-pressed licence-payers' money to send Branagh to roam the fjords in search of Swedish gangsters? Can they really affjord it? And don't we have plenty of perfectly respectable gangsters here in the UK?"

lol quite funny leh.
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(no subject) [May. 20th, 2010|04:04 pm]
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i should learn, not to expect so much from people. maybe that way, i wont care so much. and not caring so much, can be a good thing. at least for me.
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it upsets me to have to worry [May. 20th, 2010|03:50 pm]
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i am a flawed person. when god made me he made me a good person, but with my share of imperfections. when i let someone into my life i allow myself to care for that person, and when i do, it's intense. yes. i will worry a lot and think about all the 'what ifs' that may befall whoever it is i was caring for.

but it only means that i hold you in such a high regard, to be able to care for you, and also, to trust that that person is able to handle the situation. i worried a lot when i was with naz, i really did. she is extremely outgoing im sure everyone knows that. you always wondered if she might end up in the company of a human trafficker. but i trusted her, i really did. when she had her late nights and i was cooped up in camp i had a good night's rest eventually.

it's the balance, between caring so much for that person, so so much, and giving the amount of trust that that person deserves, which is hard to reconcile. because, if you care for a person, you'd always want to make sure that that person is okay.

it's a step by step approach. you let someone in. you start caring. you worry because you care. and it upsets you to. then there'll come the actualization that whoever it is you're caring for, they can take care of themselves just as well. so even though you (i) still think about everything and anything that can happen that worries me, the trust is that much greater than the worry.

which means that you really have to earn my trust well.

and this, is why im flawed. i put people up on a pedestal and trust that they can do great things. because when you expect so much of a person and put in so much trust surely you're setting yourself up to be disappointed eventually.
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2010|03:12 am]
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never second guess your gut feelings boy.
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okay [May. 14th, 2010|04:01 am]
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okay this is how i work. im sociable and outgoing, i let people into my life quite easily. but you're not in it till you're in it, and when you're in it, it means a hell of a lot. so yes, it does mean a lot to me. huh.
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hello [May. 14th, 2010|02:46 am]
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of all the places to hear this song, simpang.

i've been alone with you
inside my mind
and in my dreams i've kissed your lips
a thousand times
i sometimes see you
pass outside my door
hello.
is it me you're looking for?
i can see it in your eyes
i can see it in your smile
you're all i've ever wanted
and my arms are open wide
'cause you know just what to say
and you know just what to do
and i want to tell you so much
i love you.

i long to see the sunlight in your hair
and tell you time and time again
how much i care
sometimes i feel my heart will overflow
hello.
i've just got to let you know
'cause i wonder where you are
and i wonder what you do
are you somewhere feeling lonely?
or is someone loving you?
tell me how to win your heart
for i haven't got a clue
but let me start by saying i love you.

hello.
is it me you're looking for?
'cause i wonder where you are
and i wonder what you do
are you somewhere feeling lonely?
or is someone loving you?
tell me how to win your heart
for i haven't got a clue
but let me start by saying i love you.
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(no subject) [May. 6th, 2010|02:48 am]
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understand that, if it's every day, a day that it isn't, is an unusual day. and from day one, it has been every day. you just didn't realize it.
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post exam plans [May. 3rd, 2010|03:50 am]
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Grand Master Plan, Post Examinations:

cut my hair
work out
train for ippt
get gold for ippt
get a (few) jobs
amass a small fortune
gain mass
change my wardrobe
hit the clubs
jam
make music
get away

i need some decadence, there's too much moral fibre in life that you just have to spoil it rotten. maybe i'll even find myself a smokin hot girl who will cater to my every whim and fancy.
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